Today the October 6 2009 is my seventeeth birthday, yes I'm finally seventeen. Yes that's right seventeen!! I find that when you say oh my goodness I'm sixteen then all of the sudden you're like oh my goodness I'm seventeen, it seems like a big leap. I don't know it just seems like I was in elementary school just the other day. But it's actually been five years and a quarter. I can't believe just the fact that I'm seventeen and about to graduate. Today I didn't do much because it was a school day and not only that, I had rehearsal for the school's christmas play. But then yet next weekend I'm going to my boyfriend's house for thanksgiving and also to celebrate my birthday with him. Today considering it's my birthday, I thought a lot about my future and all and came to realize that in three years I'm going to be twenty years old and most likely living on my own and hopefully have a fulfilling career. It's scary to think about how much closer we're getting to our full fledge on going future with a family and a job, etc... I am of course looking forward to the birthdays to come but as I get closer to them, I'm scared to grow older and have to do everything for myself and eventually support others.
